SmoothCollieluver
11-23-2006, 05:03 AM
This has just been a really rough year. This month my dad has been in the hospital since the 1st. He is waiting for a liver transplant, he just keeps bleeding. He has none of his own blood at this point and hasn't for a while. My brother said he is going to give my dad half his liver, i don't know if they will let him. Also durning this time my grandma (dad's mom) was found dead in her house by my same brother. Poor kid is only 20. And me i'm dealing with this while doing nursing school and my own family.
But right now it is my girls that i'm missing the most. They were always here from me durning things like this. Always my comfort. I love my big goofy puppy but he and i just aren't in sinc yet. not like my girls. My shep, my Grace i miss her soft fur and her all knowing expression. Her constant protection and love. She had been my best friend since i was 11. I saved her threw her epilepsy and she saved me from myself countless times. I miss you baby. And my Magic, o my sweet magic. My constant shadow. Always there for a hug. I miss you so. Even in your final days you still stacked like a dream. You taught me so much about life and dog shows. I love you girl, you line lives on and so does your memory. Magic, emily misses you too. She talks of you often and will always refer to you as her favorite pet.
To my surviving furry members. Todd-the cat- you have saved us threw all of this. I don't know what the kids would do with out you. Or dh and I. You warm me every night and help me remember the good times with my girls. I remember when you were a kitten and grace taught you to bark at the squirls. Mac-you will never replace the girls but i do see grandma magic in you and it's comforting and painful. I love your goofy ways. And i'm sure if you live up to being half of what magic was you will be an amazing dog.
Thanks for letting me vent guys i need to get some of this out. Very painful holiday season. I'm not sure any of this has hit me yet.
But right now it is my girls that i'm missing the most. They were always here from me durning things like this. Always my comfort. I love my big goofy puppy but he and i just aren't in sinc yet. not like my girls. My shep, my Grace i miss her soft fur and her all knowing expression. Her constant protection and love. She had been my best friend since i was 11. I saved her threw her epilepsy and she saved me from myself countless times. I miss you baby. And my Magic, o my sweet magic. My constant shadow. Always there for a hug. I miss you so. Even in your final days you still stacked like a dream. You taught me so much about life and dog shows. I love you girl, you line lives on and so does your memory. Magic, emily misses you too. She talks of you often and will always refer to you as her favorite pet.
To my surviving furry members. Todd-the cat- you have saved us threw all of this. I don't know what the kids would do with out you. Or dh and I. You warm me every night and help me remember the good times with my girls. I remember when you were a kitten and grace taught you to bark at the squirls. Mac-you will never replace the girls but i do see grandma magic in you and it's comforting and painful. I love your goofy ways. And i'm sure if you live up to being half of what magic was you will be an amazing dog.
Thanks for letting me vent guys i need to get some of this out. Very painful holiday season. I'm not sure any of this has hit me yet.